This last few months have been al about patience, and now I’m happy to say it al worked out the way I hoped it would! In 2 months we’ll be moving back to Amsterdam! I’m so happy, I feel like I’m in love, with all the same symptoms. I’m laughing all day and crying all of a sudden, sure about everything and insecure about the weirdest things. I’m looking good and the have energy to do everything! At the same time I feel it could be over soon, afraid of what might go wrong. We have no new home yet or a school for the kids, so I have no clear image of what the future looks like.
All I know is that I will be riding my bike soon, in a very crowded city I love, close to friends and family, drinking alcohol in public areas and eating food I like much more, in an atmosphere I love with weird, funny and funky dressed, different people, with even more weird inappropriate behavior, just because in the Netherlands no one lives by the rules…..
The last 3 years have been one big awesome adventure for me and my family. I have made some very cool, nice friendships and feel sad about ending it and in the same time I feel grateful about having this experience and the fact that we are all in a great place going to a great place.
And it is Spring! Finally. Great timing. Happy beginnings and happy endings!